Yesterday, I had a plan. Gabe had Mother's Day Out, so immediately afterward, I was going to go pick up my preorder for White Knight Chronicles, play it and start working on the strategy guide for a few hours, work on some iPhone gaming stuff, and start some outlines for a new article for a Bryan publication. Then Gabe was going to go with Shawn out to dinner so I could have at least a few more hours of peace so I could write my article and work on some other projects.
Well, I'm sure what you've heard what God will do if you make a plan.
Nothing went right. I walked into GameStop, found a very disgruntled employee, and asked if I could pick up my preorder for WKC. They aren't in. I gave her a puzzled look and asked if today was the release date. She said it was, but they NEVER get games on the same day of release. I said that wasn't true, that I have picked up several games on release day, and she said I was wrong. She told me to check back in by the end of the week. What? Seriously? I think this was my last time to preorder with store pick up. If I had ordered it, I would have had it by now. (By the way, I still don't have this game, because retailers still don't have it in stock.)
Well, okay, that's fine. I'm supposed to be reviewing Sands of Destruction for Kombo anyway. I'll just work on that. At that point, my iPhone was pinging like mad with e-mails re needing help with a 5 o'clock deadline. Sure, I can start working on that. The my IM goes crazy with requests for Kombo work. Up until the time I left to pick up Gabe from school, I was running around like crazy trying to get everything done. And as I was driving down the road, I realized that I never uploaded any of my work for the deadline. I got a very panicked e-mail from a co-worker, to whom I apologized profusely and assured her of how much I suck.
Then when I get home, I have an e-mail from Blogger waiting for me, which I use for blog publication of this site, telling me that as of the end of March, they will no longer support FTP blogs such as mine. I can shift my domain hosting to their servers, but considering that this website has more than just the blogging page and I just paid for another year of domain hosting, I am not partial to this suggestion. So it looks like I will have to find a new blog publisher, hopefully one that will still allow me to create my own designs (I really like my current layout and design), but I'm sure that all 7 years of my archives will not be able to go with it. Oh they will all stay on my server, but I'm not sure if they will be accessible from the site (without typing in URLs). At least I have some time to do some research and try to find a new publisher. I'm going to talk to one friend about WordPress, and I'm also going to look into Movable Type and TypePad.
So I've gotten nothing done I've planned to do. No worry, I still have tonight. Oh no wait, Shawn is no longer going out to dinner. Oh and by the way, his unit got the call to pack up and prepare to go to Haiti. At that point, I totally melted down. How am I supposed to do all of this if Shawn is gone to Haiti for an indefinite period of time?
We ended up having a long talk last night about me taking too much on. I had already quit my Dallas Handheld Examiner position, but we discussed removing a lot of the stress I had put on myself for the iPhone Gaming column as well. I write a lot for that column because it's hard to stay on the front page of the gaming site due to the other writers constantly writing new articles. If I'm not on the front page, people don't find my articles, and if they aren't read, I don't get paid. I think I've come up with a plan that will cut down on my stress levels with the column, particularly in terms of whether I get paid or not. I'm supposed to write it for fun, because I don't make much money with it. Let's face it, I probably never will. There are so many gaming journalists out there, and even though very few write about iPhone gaming, the audience really isn't there. Since it's more for casual gamers, it's doubtful there will ever really be an audience, and that's fine. Gaming developers mostly prefer sites solely dedicated to gaming instead of columns in large conglomerations, so I'm spending a fortune in games as I'm not getting free review copies like I was. Not sure if it's because my writing has suddenly sucked or what, but the fact is, I'm not getting as many review copies and as a result, I'm losing money every month. That's stressful.
I'm not going to quit writing there, but I doubt I'll write as many reviews. I'll mostly cover upcoming games and make game announcements, and to be honest, when I write that stuff, I get so many more page views than I do when I write reviews. I think the iPhone gaming audience doesn't really care about reading reviews of $.99 games. Not that I can blame them.
Of course, me cutting out the amount of time I'm spending on one project isn't going to eliminate much stress when Shawn goes to Haiti, or anywhere else for that matter, but at least it's a start to cutting down stress during my normal days. And hopefully it's a start toward lessening the amount of meltdowns in my future. I've had way too many lately. posted by Keri
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+ Kid-free Saturday
Saturday, January 23, 2010 - 9:04 PM
I had my first full kid-free day in over a month today, and the best part about this kid-free day is that it was on a weekend, so I had nooooooo work I had to do. It was MY day to do whatever I want. And I had a list.
First up was to finish Uncharted 2 so that one, I could pick up Darksiders and two, I could finally get that guide review written. I almost quit playing that game so many times, and I'm so glad that I didn't. I'll post a more detailed experience on my strategy guide blog in the next few days if anyone here is interested.
I did do some household work like the dishes, laundry and cook dinner but I also went shopping. I haven't been shopping (not grocery shopping) without Gabe in well, not since he was born, and I forgot how easy it can be without a one-year-old in tow. When I decided to randomly stop at another store to pick up a hair straightener, I didn't have to think about how grumpy Gabe was or check the time to make sure it's not too close to naptime. I could act impulsively and it was wonderful.
While dinner simmered on the stove and I waited for Shawn to bring Gabe home, I started making outlines for two new guide reviews. Such a perfect end to a nice day. Gabe was in a great mood during dinner, Shawn helped clean up, and now I plan on sitting out in the living room and reading a new book. I'm honestly not sure how I could have asked for a better day.
So I'll ask for the Colts to win tomorrow instead. posted by Keri
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+ Massage, good. Speeding ticket, bad.
Monday, January 18, 2010 - 6:53 PM
Well this morning started off great. I had my monthly massage scheduled, and it was warm enough to actually go outside and get some exercise. But then, on the way home from said massage, I was flagged down by a police officer for speeding. The thing is, I wasn't speeding. However, I was in a construction zone, so I wasn't driving in accordance with that speed limit. Grrrr. I didn't need that money anyway, right? At least the cop was very nice about it.
But at least the massage wasn't the only thing I've treated myself to lately. My aunt called on Friday and asked if I would like to go see either Avatar or Sherlock Holmes. I have had zero interest in seeing Avatar, but I really wanted to see Sherlock Holmes. I read all of the short stories and novels when I was younger, and I was thrilled to see a new take on the eccentric detective. Since Shawn was gone the week before, I pretty much just told him I was going to the movies instead of running it by him, not that he would have objected anyway. The movie was fantastic. Guy Ritchie (as always) did a great job emulating Holmes' essence into a new story that kept you guessing until the end.
I did have one funny incident before the movie started, though. A young girl (teenager) tapped my arm and asked me what the movie was about. I answered, "Sherlock Holmes." She said, "Who's that?" I said, "I guess you never read any of the stories?" I also wanted to ask what rock she had been living under to have never even heard of this detective. She said no, so I just told her it was about a detective who solves murder mysteries. I have no idea if she liked the movie or not. She probably knew I was silently mocking her. And sorry dear, but you deserve to be mocked. posted by Keri
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+ Post Office Hate
Monday, January 11, 2010 - 7:00 PM
So frustrated with the PO right now. My brother-in-law was going to buy my iPod Touch from me, and since I trusted him to pay me, I went on ahead and mailed it to him. I bought Delivery Confirmation to ensure it would get there as well. I checked the tracking status online, and it says it arrived there on Saturday. After talking to my sister, it most definitely did not. They called again tonight to say that it still isn't there. Right now I have no idea what to do about it because I've never had this happen before. I have a feeling that if I go to the PO about it, they'll say there is nothing they can do because according to their computers, it did arrive there.
We're going to wait a couple of more days to make sure that it isn't just some mistake, that it is on its way. There's also the possibility that it went to the wrong house, which really upsets me if it did and that punk decided to keep it. But maybe they put it back in the mailbox. I hate the waiting game. I hate it almost as much as I hate the post office.
If anyone out there has some advice, I'll take anything at this point.
UPDATE: My brother-in-law received the iPod yesterday (Tuesday). We still have no idea what happened, but we're just thankful that it got there safely regardless. posted by Keri
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+ Week from Hell
Friday, January 08, 2010 - 3:13 PM
This has been the craziest week I have ever had, and the northern temperatures have not helped AT ALL.
Unfortunately, it's also been a combination of productive and unproductive. It's been very productive in terms of organizing my life. I had a set to do list of things that really needed to get done, and this week I decided to tackle them. I probably should have chosen a week that Shawn was in town, because I ended up being very unproductive in terms of work.
For starters, I decided to put most of my cel collection up for sale. Like an optimistic idiot, I first opened up my gallery for offers to the cel forum and clearly stated that certain series were not for sale. Well apparently either people can't read or they don't read, because the only offers I got that day were for one series that I will NEVER sell. After a day or so, legitimate offers came in, and I've been dealing with counter offers, finalizing sales, shipping, etc. I'm never doing this again without Shawn home. In a couple of weeks, I'm going to close offers and put everything on eBay for set prices. No auctions. If it sells, it sells. If it doesn't, oh well. This isn't a fundraising expedition, it's a I don't care as much about this hobby so it's time to get rid of this crap sale.
Then I decided it was time to get serious about my impending E3 trip. I called my Mom and asked if she could come for that week and help Shawn out. She fortunately had nothing scheduled for that month, so Gabe definitely now has a sitter and Shawn will not have to miss any work. Then I booked my flight, which took a few hours of research trying to find a cheap flight to LAX. The short answer is that there really are not any. It ended up being more expensive than I originally thought, but it was nowhere near as high as the most expensive flight. I booked with Orbitz on the off chance that someone will book a similar flight for a cheaper price and I'll get some money back. Yeah, I'm not holding my breath on that one.
So yay, E3 is practically settled. My boss at Kombo books the hotels for us, so all that's left aside from getting there is registering, which isn't open yet.
Next week I gotta get my head back in gear. I thought things would be easier since the science news project is over, but it doesn't get easier when I find ten things to substitute one thing with. Story of my life.
I can't talk about one thing just yet, but everyone please keep your fingers crossed for me about next week. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but I can't help myself. posted by Keri
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+ Holiday Wrap-up
Saturday, January 02, 2010 - 7:06 PM
I can honestly say this has been the craziest holiday season we've ever had, and it scares me to know that it's only going to get worse. And if we have another child, it will worsen exponentially.
At least the trip down to Houston wasn't so traumatic as it was when I drove down there in July. Gabe either slept or amused himself quietly, and we didn't have many problems with the snow so it was quite the uneventful trip. Then Gabe came down with a cold. Green snot everywhere. And constantly. And coughing. He didn't sleep well at all the first two nights, and therefore, neither did I. Fortunately though, we had a very quiet Christmas with just us, my parents, and my sister and her husband, so it wasn't as big of a deal for Gabe to be sick and crabby. Too bad he left his sickness with my parents as a parting gift, though.
While we were there, we saw three excellent movies that I wanted to see. Joe received The Hangover, which was so awesome. I'm not sure I remember the last time I ever laughed so hard at a movie. We're going to have to add that to our collection as well. Then my Dad received Star Trek, so I FINALLY got to see that movie, which was equally as awesome. That movie could easily become my next guilty pleasure movie that The Fantastic Four already is. Lastly, we saw Up!, which I brought. I had never seen it before, and while it was great, I wish someone would have warned me about how damn sad it is. I cried in the beginning and at the end. Damn excellent writers at Pixar. I had lunch with a friend this week, and she said she owned the movie but hadn't seen it yet, so I felt it was my civic duty to warn her about how sad it is. If only someone had done the same for me. *glares*
When we returned to Big D earlier this week, it felt like we hit the ground running. I never could get back into a decent routine, so I ended up not working for one employer all week. Thankfully she's very understanding, and I'm sure I'll make up for it next week. I also concentrated on wrapping up my science news project, which ended on New Year's Eve. I'm actually going to miss looking up science news articles every day, but I won't miss writing about them. I doubt I'll take any new projects from that employer again, because I really want to redouble my efforts with my two Examiner columns and focus on working for Content Solutions. One, they pay more, and two, I like the work far better. Oh and I want to really work on my strategy guide reviews site. It's coming along so well and I have a nice reader following that actually includes a few guide writers and guide publishers. I need to figure out how to make some money from it to keep it going, but I figure that if the Underpants Gnomes can turn underpants into big profit, I can do the same with my SGR website.
What didn't help with my routine was that the week was shortened even further by New Year's Eve. Some friends were going to come over with their young child, so I figured ah screw it. Just get done what I need to (science news) and have some fun. While I still begrudge them for not bringing over Rock Band 2, we had a blast. Our boys played really well together, and they both went to bed around 9, leaving us plenty of time to gab. During the gabbing, I think Laura and I agreed to go to A-kon this year. It may be my only con to go to, as my plans with Rin to go to Comic-Con came crashing down a couple of weeks ago. I still can't believe a con that isn't until late July is already sold out. I haven't finalized any other con plans for 2010 other than E3, so it will be nice to go to at least one anime con this year, especially since Laura is a con virgin. Hehehehehe.
I won't bore everyone with my New Year's resolutions this year, as they all focus on work. I would resolve to update here more often, but I know me far too well. Happy New Year, everyone! posted by Keri
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+ My New Overly Emotional Side
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 - 12:15 PM
I have always prided myself on how well I can keep my emotions in check. I liked how people never knew what I was thinking and how sad things didn't get to me that easily. In college, I only cried when I was under extreme stress, when I was fighting with a boyfriend, or when one of my pets died, so it really wasn't that often. (Crying while drunk does not count.) I didn't even cry at my wedding or my friends' weddings.
So then I get pregnant, and my hormones are thrown all off balance. I cried at every little thing, a feat that stumped both me and my husband. Poor guy never knew what was going to set me off. When Gabe was born, I cried then too. I think people thought it was because of what I had gone through that day, but I was still on the epidural, so the tears from pain were long gone. I cried often for several days after for random events, and I was told this was normal due to my hormones shifting once again.
So why in the world do I still cry at every little thing? Are my hormones permanently screwed due to this new mother instinct or is it because I'm over 30? Two stories on SportsCenter last week made me cry of all ridiculous things. Granted they were quite sad, but something that removed from me made me upset enough to cry? And then today, while driving Gabe to his grandparents, the sports radio station played a song that one of the hosts wrote that was about thinking he heard his dead father's voice. The tears started to flow even then.
I absolutely hate this new turn my emotions have taken. I think my family loves it, because they have always complained that I'm too stoic, but arrrrgh I hate it hate it hate it. I hate that I never know what will bring on the waterworks. I thought SportsCenter was safe, but apparently not. Bastards.
I know I need to learn to accept this emotional side, but I think acceptance will come in the form of that drunk, loud uncle no one likes that always shows up at Thanksgiving, but everyone accepts him and loves him as family. posted by Keri
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